So many things in my head, so much I want to get out but cant find the words. My heart aches every day, theres no end. The more I find out, the more it hurts. So much has changed in such a short space of time. The tears flow without reason. The ones I want to share my pain with dont care and are not interested. I feel closer yet so far apart. Where to go from here I do not know.
The time is flying by, soon the day will come which I dont want to go though. Facing the reality Im scared of my reaction. The memory of that night will never leave me, only those who shared that night with me know the true pain and suffering.