Im not who you want me to be, Im not like you.You think you know me but you dont. Eveything is new to you, but what you find exciting and new is what my life used to be. The meet ups, the events, demos, fighting for Michael, its not me anymore. You think your ideas are new, wake up, they are not. Thats what we have been doing year after year. You think its exciting, going to LA, all fans staying in the same hotel… helloo, where the fuck were you when we did all that back in 2004/2005 in Santa Maria?? You want to organise protests outside the court, um… thats what we did in Santa Maria, when you couldnt be bothered.You look down on the TINI fans, yets those same fans were the ones who actaully cared enough about Michael to to go and see him when he needed support, unlike you, who only NOW when its too late, have all these ideas and plans.

I cant do this anymore, I cant keep advising you, guiding you, sharing experiences. Im fed up teaching you about the fan community, Im fed up explaining that NO ONE CARES about mj.com. You just dont get it so whats the point. Its going round in circles and Im soo tired of it all.

Dont you get it?? Im on the edge of a cliff, trying soo hard not to tip over the edge. All the new fans, the excitment about finding “new songs” which I have been listening to for years, the “new footage” on youtube,events etc which I have been at, I cant deal with anymore.