am I the only one still in deep depression and grief?? am I the only one not healing?? am I the only one not coming to terms with whats happened??? It feels like the majority of fans have healed, have moved on, are done with grieving….. it seems like the general feeling is now, Michael is gone, lets celebrate his legacy…. I cant, whats there to celebrate…. dont you get it…. hes gone…… the excitement over the film…… it should be excitement about seeing it in real life, not on a cinema screen…..
You are not alone. I have not stopped crying, researching for the truth in a sea of lies. Michael is in my thoughts everyday. I will never stop loving the beautiful person he was. Although I still do not feel like he is really gone. I can feel his spirit. Even though I never met Michael in person, I feel connected in some way. I often dream about Michael, that I am taking to him and he is talking back. I feel that Michael’s spirit is still very much alive and he wants us to find the truth and that he is sending us messages.