Things I dont do since June 25
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My Michael dreams have stopped
I dont listen to Michaels music or watch footage of him
I dont read as much as I used to
I have stopped buying magazines and newspapers
I havent turned on my mp3 player since June 24/25

Things I have started doing since June 25
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my film and book choices have become darker, I used to read alot of chicklit / light hearted books, now Im reading more darker books, dealing with death and horror. The same with my movie choices. I used to watch alot of dance and muisical fims, now Im watching more darker films.

The same with my music choices. I used to listen to mainly RNB / pop music, now Im listening to other genres, mainly Irish music and music genres I never used to listen to.

I have started drinking alcohol more often. I used never be a big drinker, in fact for most of my adult life I would never drink alcohol when I went out. Now though,Im drinking alot more. Now when I go out I have more than 1 drink, and when Im at home, and friends come over, I sometimes get quiet tipsy. Dont worry, I dont drink all the time, just every so often.