I am me, just me, I dont “follow” any one fan group or website or forum or person. I am a member of many sites, forums. I do things on my own, always have, I form my own opinions, from research and experience. I write whats on my mind, how I think and feel, nothing to do with anyone else, especially not Karen Faye, any of the Jacksons, any of their former staff members or any of their associates or friends. This blog is my personal space, to make sense of whats in my head. You dont like what I write, I dont care, dont come here then. This pain is too much sometimes, and writing here helps me cope, helps me to deal with things which I cant talk about. I say what I want to say, how I want to say it.